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March 13th, 2004

08:13 am - ..stupid... oh man .. once again i am an idiot. shaen asked me out finally.. i think it was last week or the week b4... i dont even remember.. and i turned him down.. a perfectly nice kid.. an i turn him down. but hey i had my reasons.. he was defiantly a baby.. immature.. uugh man dont get me started. but alas.. guess who i want back? chris.. yes thats rite.. i want chris..ex b/f chris.. yea him. lol .. idk tho.. i really miss him, and i just want him back so bad :-/ ... and i guess he supposedly likes me too? are we going to get back together? i hope so!!!! i kno all of u are like omg are u kidden me, dont do it.. but i want to.. i have to.. i will regret it if i dont.. hpoefull he'll ask me out or suttin? lol well i have been to community service for 2 weeks.. and i feel pretty guilty.. i just didnt feel liek going so i didnt.. i wonder if those teachers are mad? oh well i'll just tell them i had sofball or cheeeleading or suttin lol... last nite was my jennys birthday!! ahh shes already 17 :'( ::tear:: her party was fun.. DDR! WOO i love her so much.. i hope she doesnt go away for college.. she needs to be here for the rest of my high skewl life damn it! lol...we're supposed to go out for breakfast today.. i'm still waiten on her call lol. ugh man i have a retreat for confirmation today.. it shouldnt be that bad.. i heard they are really fun acutally.. oh MAN i didnt even practice reading. ( i have to read the 2nd reading tomorrow in mass) aw man..crap lol ..i get nervous bout that kinda stuff lol hmm wut else.. well listen to this.. thursday we hadda cheer for a basket ball game.. and me n amy were on the bus ride there an i was on my friends cell phone calling up lauren cuz me lauren and other ppl were gonig to go bowling after the game.. but i forgot cloths, so i told lauren to call annie to ask her if she can bring sum cloths for me... when i got off the phone.. amy was liek, why didnt u jsut ask lauren for cloths? i was like cuz they woul be waaayyy to big.. and she was like uh NO u gusy are liek the same exact size.. i was liek no we'er def not.. an she was like yea u guys are liek identical... i was like dude.. shes a size 11 or 13.. im size 5. THERES A DIFFERENCE!!! she was like oh i always thoguht u guys were the same... ok sorry but that really offended me.. no offence to laur.. but i mean do me n her raelly look the same size?!?! AHHH ggrrrrr i think 160 pounds compared to 120 pounds is a big diff.. but idk.. maybe its just me? well i'm going.. adios Current Mood: geeky

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February 20th, 2004

08:53 pm - not bad.. just got back from the Seymour vs. Kennedy game.. we won. woo! lol .. ugh man i gotta sell two fucking boxes of candy.. 62 candies in each box.. but hey i got 50 dollars alone tonite.. WUT BI-OTCH ..hha lol aw mani am so tired from this week.. yet again i have not had enuff sleep.. speaking of sleep.. we hadda do this time managment crap for T.A.G.. and apparently i dont get enuff sleep.. and i spend too much time on hygene.. SORRY IF I WANNA BE CLEAN! gggrrrrr >_< (hehe that guy looks like hes CONSTIPATED!!!!!) lol .. oh well SCREW YOU if u only have a half hour..::joe:: he he lol good lord i am listening to rap... wuts going on wit me..:-/ oh yeah by the way my computer crashed.. meaning the 223 pictures that i had saved are GONE FOREVER... rite now i am on my sisters computer.. and it SUX ASS.. uugh.. oh yeah idk wuts up wit amy.. she got a cell phone and all of a sudden shes HOT SHIT now.. jk lol .. its quite funni tho.. an turns out she found alittel something out .. bout this time i was at a party an we played truth or dare.. i mean ins nuttin big .. TRUST lol .. but she wont tell me who told her cuz she "doesnt wanan get anyone in trouble" ... arg.. ppl talk ... ppl talk ALOT.. mind ur DAMN BINSUS>.. GRGRGergjdrhg;1!!!! so i completely bull-shitted 4 pages of my history essay.. but aw man it was just TOO easy lol .. so was the test. an oh man for english we gotta rite an auto biography... we coudl even put pix.. SWEEET lol .. i wanna get a camera just for this project.. take a picture wit me mooning the camera.. holding up a sign that says.. KISS MY ASS AZARRA... of course.. that would be "unipropriate"... :::damn:: lol.... ha so get this.. paul got DENIED! mu ahahha lol . .. the cick he asked to prom said no.. HA IN UR FACE MIM! ..yes.. thats rite.. MIM..lol ... idk its a new thing k? lol .. so now hes asking this girl that goes to kenedy.. shes a sohpmore.. in soar too actually.. i hope seh says no.. so he can LEARN HIS DAMN LESSON.. j/k.... i would never wish that on my friend.. lol .. wel hopefully he gets a date.. he should thoguht about this b4 tho.. insteada doing it last minute.. ha oh well HIS FAULT.. lol ok so i learned that a guy ... dressed as pluto getting runed over by a float.. is NOT funny.. ok guys.. NOT funy? ... hhaa oh man.. lol...who am i kiddin.. i mean it is sad.. it is.. it REALLY is.. but u cant just help put laff.. dressed in a PLUTO suit? hehe lol oh yeah. get this.. i am trying out for softball.. wut a joke rite? i am going to make an idiot outa myself... this i am sure.. but hey.. its always fun to try suttin new no? by the way.. i changed my name.. it is now MALACI! .. pronounced (MAL-UH-K-EYE) get it right.. OR PAY THE PRICE... lol.. i need a life... [x] Current Mood: refreshed

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February 16th, 2004

08:24 pm - vacation is over monday nite.. just finihsed my stupid english journal things. i bull shitted them so bad.. eh who cares.. didnt do history notes cuz we have tag tomorrow lol ... wutever. lets start out on thursday.. had a game against crosby.. we got killed of course... the hole time i was light headed and ready to pass out.. but did i cheer?! YUP i sure fucking did.. while the rest of the fraeking team bitched and moaned about... ooo theres tension on the team.. this n that.. WANNA KNO WHY THERE IS TENSION?!?! its cuz half of u aernt supposed to be there THATS WHY... half of you have missed like 5 fraeking games.. never showed up to practice.. an you wonder why we wanna kno why the hell u are there? just dont come back.. i dont kno why half the people that are there are there in the first place.. i think they just wanna cause drama.. well go ahead.. i'm not quittin.. i'll take it.. theres only two weeks left so wutever... anyways, after the game i hadda go to the church's center and SWEEEP AND MOP!! for TWO hours.. cuz only like 7 people showed up.. and only 3 outa the 7 acutally worked.. thanx guys.. its a-ok tho .. we got the work done.. even tho i got home like at 11? ehh w/e Friday- friday friday friday... lol .. joana came over.. we made sum poems to put on the tables for the dance. then me n her walked to the church's center.. i went with steve to go get sum more decorations while everyone set up.. ahh it was crazy.. i guess sum power lines got knocked down.. an there were no street lgihts to direct traffic... aw man it was nuts.. an we were in such a rush.. we def. didnt think anything woulda gotten done.. but hey it did... the dance didnt turn out that bad either.. a descent amount of ppl showed up... an we made 600 bux for the fam.. not bad.. woo.. the dance itself.. for me .. was kinda boring.. i was just really exhausted so i didnt dance as much .. lol .. got to dance wit paul.. after showing up two hours late.. ha wutever.. idk anymore.. REMEMBER THAT lol.. then i hadda stay 2 hours after the dance cleaning up... got home like at 2... it was fun cleaning up tho.. but MAN was i tirrrrred. Saturday... valentines day.. worst day EVER. i stayed home all day long.. on the phone wit lauren.. who by the way was telling me all the ways i mess up with guys an this n that an balh blah balh... w.e.. i ddnt need that... defiantly not on that day either. i sat there thinkin bout wut i could have had ... but dont.. an how i will be lonely forever... wutever.. life goes on... paul called me tho.. when he got home from his wedding.. that made me a lil happy i guess? Sunday was my grandmas b day party... woo it was fun... i gotta see lots of my family.. not a bad time at all actually. She turned 70.. not bad at all.. shes doing awsome.. i love her.. she gota be the kewlest person i kno.. me n her are alot alike.. if u can imagine lol... then later i went over jennys.. slept over.. watched nite at the roxbury.. it was pretty fun EXCEPT for where she made me CRY lol .. haha long story..funny tho lol then today... went to the mall wit my cuzins.. didnt buy a thing.. and then was mad at myself later cuz i ddnt lol .. idk.. i just dont like anything there anymore.. they needa restock or suttin.. ARG..wutever lol.. got home from my cuzins house.. did homework and bam here i am... so my vaca wasnt all that bad.. i men it had its moments... valentines day def sucked.. an i think it should just go away... well i'm going.. bye bye Current Mood: crushed

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February 9th, 2004

04:16 pm - sleep i have had barely any sleep in the past 6 days. Last Wednesday and Thursday i came home at 9 o clock at nite.. ::i had community service.. practice.. then a game:: came home.. did my homework.. BAM to sleep.. then friday i finally got SUM sleep, but was woken up because i hadda go to my moms house.. which BY THE WAY she thinks the only reason why i go is so i can go out wit my friends.. wut the hell.. an to make her point seem even more true.. cuz i havent been to her house in a month..an when i do end up going.. i go to a party that nite.. ok yea that looks really back.. but i didnt even plan on gong to my moms house.. i was kinda forced to go..and i was NOT using her so i can go to the party.. my dad knew i was going.. ARGGGG WTF!!! As for "paul" .. fuck him. i talked to him about how him asking me to hook him and that chick up kinda hurt, an he told me he didnt kno i stil liked him.. so he told me to forget about it and that he wasnt going to do it. so wut does he do? he goes behind my back and asks my friend to talk to her for him.. and OH SURPIRSE.. she likes him.. woo go you... hope ur happy! ... ok i am over re-acting cuz its not like me an him had anything.. but idk it just seems prety fucked up to me.. ehh idk.. i dont even care anymore. oh man listen to this..when i was doing sum community service (i help out at the after skewl program at Hopeville Elementry School) .. they had the kids do this little posterboard thingie that asked them questions about themselves.. and wut their 3 wishes were. i was walking around, and i saw the ocasional.. i wish i had a million dollars.. or... i wish i was a professional basket ball player. And then i went to this little boy Nelson.. whos really quiet.. an usualy sits by himself.. doesnt really talk to anyone.. and i looked at his wishes. wanna kno wut he wrote? he wrote: " I wish death and torture" and "i wish to punch someone in their face" ... ooooo boy lol .. i didnt kkno wut to think.. oh man.. poor kid.. that can't exactly be a good thing that a 2nd grader knows wut tortue is.. can it? He must have sum trouble built up inside him.. but hes so young.. that really shocked me.. ahh ... so yeah.. party saturday nite.. i didnt really know anyone there.. and there was probaly 2 or 3 people dancing in the middle while everyone else watched... standing against the wall.. as for me.. i stayed in the living room wit the few Kennedy people who went.. an wit my cuzin n her friend.. eh it was kinda gay.. wasted nite lol the dance is friday nite.. oh big whoop.. still trying to sell tickets to this damn thing.. i needa hurry.."paul" mite not even go cuz he has a game.. it'll prolly be better is he doesnt... i dont really feel like seeing him after that... ::grr:: i am going to take a nap.. i have portuguese skewl in 2 hours.. ::sigh: later Current Mood: tired Current Music: abba - my fernando

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February 3rd, 2004

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February 2nd, 2004

08:24 pm - portuguese skewl ok, so i guess i ended up going to portuguese skewl.. eh it wasnt that bad today tho, lol.. although my dearest pedro didnt go, "big loss" j/k lol .. it was pretty funny.. we sang a song about the moon, lol .. in english, the chorus translates to: moon, its situated, moooon, it is loved, mooooon.. mah-oon. lol ok well i guess it makes more sence when u say it in portuguese? lol.. ether way, its still pretty funny. we were talking about the planets.. in portuguese class? oh well lol. i didnt get to go to rancho today (portuguese dance skewl) cuz my dad didnt wanna bring me, man i havent been there in a month, i'm probably kicked out by now .. oh well no biggie lol. no mr donofrio tomorrow! SWEET! .. we have tag tomorrow.. first period.. thats FREAKING ASOME.. cuz i am sure if we did have rocco.. we would DEFIANTLY be getting TONS of work.. an i am too used to this hole laid back not doing shit mode.. u guys all kno wut i mean lol. i needa start watchen what i eat.. man i just ate two freaking bags of m&m's... i think i am going to stop eating all candy as a hole.. how am i going to do that? who the hell knows.. specially considering its me lol.. i think i am just gong to stop bringin money to skewl.. cuz thats pretty much the only place where i get candy. i think i should stop drinking soda as much.. idk, we'll see. i am so sick of worrying about my weight, but idk.. its hard not to. i seriously think i have a problem, i mean i kno im not over weight.. but then i look at everyone else.. an they are so perfect.. an then theres me? ...i'm afraid i'm going to become anerexic or something.. because wut i am doing now.. is the same thing that my friend went thru who became anerexic... i wanan talk to her about it, but i'm afraid to really bring it up to anyone.. ehh .. i think i'll just keep to myself for a while.. see wut happens. we'll this calls for my exit ... bye bye [ x ] Current Mood: blah Current Music: A.F.I - the leaving song prt.2

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February 1st, 2004

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